I went to a party tonight. I don't know why I did it, except I was bored and a little bit lonely. God, that sounds so pathetic.

Anyway, I ended up finding Gretchen there making out with a chick who looked so much like me that it was downright creepy. So I felt even worse, and I hurried to get away. Ugh... I still feel weird, just thinking about it ( Read more... )

 I finally got to talk to him.  It was just texting, but still.

He's so... sad.  It breaks my heart.  I wish there was something I could do for him.  He doesn't seem to want to open up to me.  But I'm not going to push him.  I'll be open and honest and when he feels like telling me, he will.

In the meantime, it does help to get some of this stuff ( Read more... )